Memorandom

If I say that blue is gray, it doesn't mean that I'm OK
I wonder if -  I told them what this means, will some of it just turn to green?
I don't know why I say these stupid things,
I know I’ve got a random memory
A random memory

I tried so hard, I dug so deep, it took me four months to get freed
I'm going back to where this all began, to where this crazy cowboy ran
I think I know how it will end
How I will bend
How you will mend my memory
You'll mend my Memory

I don't know why
I don't care how
I'm not myself
I'm someone else

now I think that all is safe and it's no longer in my way
I'm wrong again - they tell me not to breathe
they put the tube right in my ear
I don't think that will change a single thing
I know I'm stuck with random memory
My Random Memory